Interesting stuff??

Trying to keep up on two blogs is interesting. Sometimes, I think I'm going to to post the same thing on both sites. However, if anyone reads both (and who would?) I don't want there to be a chance of them getting bored. Life has settled down for the time being. THANK GOD!! I'm still cautious, but we've gone a couple weeks without much action. It hasn't gone without much discusion and a few mild arguements, but that, I can handle!! It's the "other stuff" that gets tiresome. I'm extremely thankful things have slowed down as my headaches have come back. Damn head!! I think it must be the time of the year. NOTHING has changed in terms of schdule. I never know what to make of these stupid headaches. Just when I think I have 'em figured out, they throw me off. Don't think I will ever figure it out. Would be NICE not to have them at all, but considering.....I always will. Anyway, I'm thankful things have turned around for now and that we are doing better in the "boring" house. I even got a night out to myself last Fri. whoohoo!! One other point of interests or non-interest depending on how one looks at it. I was recently seeing someone. Yep! Me....I "hooked up" with somone, hehe. Don't get too excited, it was pretty short lived. He was a nice guy, but there were a lot of negatives (can't think of a better word) to the relationship. Anyway, not necessarily newsworthy, but hey!, it's something. *grins*....night all!

The adventures of me

Well, things certainly continue to be ever changing! Preston has kept me on a roller coaster ride the last several weeks. Just when I thought things were getting better, they got worse. Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, they got.....even worse in my perception. The last couple weeks have continued to teach me to fight for what I think is right or in some cases what isn't right. It has also kept teaching Preston that I am going to stand up for him and support him even when my heart feels like I need to give in. He does seem to be doing a little better, but I'm cautious. Things are always what they appear! Hopefully, though we are getting closer to being more "normal" then they have been for awhile. We shall see!!

So right now.....

Oh my goodness, oh my goodness!! What a life! Things have been in such chaos for the last month. I have found myself wondering WTF on more than one occasion recently. Well, in fact....about every other day recently!! I am certainly thankful for people that will actually take the time to LISTEN instead of just HEARING or REACTING!! Makes me so grouchy when people "think they know" a situation and they really don't.
I am also thankful not to be working at my "old" job anymore and just have the one job to go to. The hours rock and I no longer have to worry about evenings/weekends. With everything going on in my life at the moment it has been a good thing! For one, I don't have to worry about where Preston is going to be or how to find him when I get off work. I also have a set schedule that is consistent, which again helps with Preston and several other things.
I did "pick up" another job for the time being. You know I can't just have one thing to do. I have started to again babysit at the church I attend. This was kind of an unexpected, but pleasent thing that came up recently. My wonderful friend/"mom" (2nd mom) asked me to help her one night during a class at church. Since then, there have been so many kiddos that she is needing the extra help weekly. Great thing is, I get to catch up with her during the week, spend time with the little ones, and Preston and I are interacting in the church. Sometimes, there are several other things I think I might like to try: like the class, but kids are where my heart is and has always been. I can always pick up the book and read it on my own. Not the same as attending the class, I know, but still something I can/will do at some point.
For now, I am just trying to concentrate on the current situation that has unfolded in the past month. Most things not very good, but I become stubborn in such situations that I am going to "fight to the death"...lol! Not sure who's death though at the moment...lol! Anyway, I am going to see to it that I do everything in my power to do what needs to be done. The rest hopefully will just fall into place. If not, my life will become tougher!