This stinks!

My life is soooo exciting at this point I can't keep up!! Uh, do you hear the sarcasam in my voice?? Life is SOOOOOO BORING at this point, I'm about to scream!! I had decided to not have a job this summer due to trying to be with my son a little more and hopefully have him start getting back home. WELL.....he's been moved again. Seems the little squirt did a no-no again in March which caused him to have to move yet again. This move was much farther, like TOPEKA!! Needless to say, I haven't been able to visit him as often or be where I was hoping to be with this whole process. GGGGRRRRR.......KIDS!! Since this turn of events, I have realized I NEED something to do, but now it's kinda late!
I do have a few things still going on, but nothing that is keeping me busy full-time. In the mean-time, my self-esteem has gone to the dogs! Literally!! I feel like I have had so many "bad" things (or has my mother likes to call them "learning experiences", happen recently, that I need something good to come about. So I guess I'm waiting, although not sure what I'm waiting on. Maybe I'm being to hard on myself, or maybe I'm not seeing something....I don't know. All I know at this point is something has to change!!