WTF?

I haven't been in the best mood the last couple weeks. I feel so depressed and it's not a good feeling. I just have so much negative going on in my life right now, that I don't know how to deal with it all. Seems like when I get something "under control" something else happens. I'm trying to do all the "usual" things to keep myself from exploding. I'm so frustrated with people and situations right now. I DON'T like being that way! I just want my life to go back to "normal". Whatever that is at the moment.

My Life This Week

I had lunch with a friend today at noon. It was interesting because when we got to the resturant, some of my former co-workers were at the same place. I didn't make eye contact really, but wasn't avoiding either. As my friend and I sat and talked, the group got up to leave when they were finished. Two of the girls avoided me at all costs. The other one gave me a fake smile and said "hello". I don't mind in the least that none of them were "friendly", however, the one who was my supervisor at the end hid her face with her hair and ducked her head to avoid me as she was leaving. Makes me laugh actually! If someone is THAT immature that they can't even say hello in a public place, then I didn't need 'em anyway. Sure, seeing them was kinda uncomfortable to me, but I'm not ever going to be that rude that I can't say hello. Talk about someone needing to work on social skills....lol!
In other news, this week went from flat out sucking to ending up fairly decent. I'm sure "why" exactly, I think a lot of it just had to do with my mood at the time. My child got kicked off the football team earlier in the week. I was so disappointed and kind of angry, but in the grand scheme of things, I suppose there are other things I should be more concerned about. He actually seems to be more at ease with himself again, and I think has enough on his plate at the moment with consequences from this summer, that maybe not finishing the year will prove to be good.
I did spend the week at school "teaching" and I LOVED it!! The first day kinda freaked me out, but after that, it was good. I'm looking forward to having my turn again here in a couple weeks. Who'd thought?????
I also spent some time this week talking to another friend I hadn't seen for awhile. It was nice catching up and getting the "low-down" on her latest gossip....lol.

Two more down

This weekend started out being something of a bore, but ended up not to bad. I was supposed to bowl, but due to my current child situation...didn't. I did go to the bowling alley to see everyone! It was a good time while I was there. I missed everyone. I would have stayed longer, but didn't feel like just watching. If I'm out there, I want to be bowling!!!!
Instead I had a spontaneous date on Fri night. Actually, we didn't go anywhere, the gentleman just came over and we sat on my glider. We talked for about an hour and half. He just happened to be going through town actually, and stopped for a "minute". The guy was very nice and time passed quickly. We had plenty to talk about and laughed a lot. I don't think I was his vision of loveliness though, so I'm sure I will not be hearing from/seeing him again. Two words describe him adorable and shallow. Ok....that was 3....lol.
Sat night I ended up having another date. This one we went out to dinner. This "date" was a bit more interesting. I had a good time, but at the same time was glad when it was over. He was very nice, and we had a good conversation, yet there was a lot missing. I'm sure he won't be calling again either. Oh well! I think I'm only "attracted" to a couple guys and they're not going to be available at this point. Don't know if they ever will, but they're good guys and good friends. Would rather have them as friends then nothing!!
The rest of the weekend was spent doing the all important laundry. Preston spent the weekend with a friend. It was a nice break for both of us I think. He seemed to enjoy time with his friend, so that's a good thing. This is kinda a new friendship, so we can hope it works out. Seems to be a good thing so far. I know the parents, so that is very helpful! Hopefully this week will go well for both of us. He has a game this week, so hopefully they will win!

Nothing much to report

I'm so tired!! This hasn't been the best week really. It was so hard to come back from the long weekend. I was late getting to work yesterday, which wasn't good. Today, there was a new student who wouldn't do anything asked of him/her. Not that I was the only one dealing with the student, just made everyone tired by the end of the day. Thank goodness tomorrow is the "last" day of preschool for the week. I never thought I could get so tired by the end of the week working with that age group. I must be getting old or something.
On top of that, my allergies have been driving me up a wall this week. I know it's getting to be fall and that always brings some changes for allergies, but sheesh!! I back to itchy eyes and not being able to breathe real well. Just great when working with kiddos!!...lol I need to stop my whinning........then again, I don't have to if I don't want to! :)