Fun Times

Yeasterday was a completely bad day!! I've been having nightmares for the last several nights and am not sure why. I'm going to the doctor in the morning, so I will probably ask them. It may just be part of the "healing" process, but crap! this is nuts!! Actually, things have been going pretty well. Still looking for a job. I continue working VERY part-time at the gas station, and enjoy that. I also had a job interview today, so I hope that pans out. Keep your fingers crossed. Went to a family reunion over the weekend. Had a great time!! It was nice to get out of Pratt a couple days and just kick back and relax. Actually, I really did anything, but relax. The day after we got there, I could barely move. My back had stiffened up so bad all I could do for most of the time was sleep and sometimes sit. Another reason why I'm going to the doctor in the morning. I can finally walk like I normally do, but I'm still having some pain. It was really nice to see family though. This part of my family I don't see but maybe once a year, so being able to be in a big group for a few days was fun. Preston got to meet several cousins and seemed to have a good time. I think he was a little overwhelmed, but who wouldn't be with the size of family I have. While we were gone Preston turn into a teenager. God help me!!....LOL! He seemed to have a good birthday and got to have a party while down there. As far as my bad day yeasterday, I think it was just a combination of several things happening within a span of a couple days that weren't so pleasent. I also have times where I do miss Rich even though in the end he treated me like S!! I don't know that it's him so much, as it is the companionship that I had at times with him. That I feel so frickin' hurt by him still!! I try not to think about it, but some days the feelings just creep up on me.