Crappy Valentines Day...LOL

First, I made it through Valentines Day! After crying the eve of and then in the day some, I thought I did pretty well! No, I wasn't crying cause I miss the ex, but more so I think because of feeling lonely and wanting to find a new friend/companion. It's also getting close to the one year mark of when I had confirmation of everything going on. I did have a couple of nice surpises during the day. One being talking to my friend "M". That was a nice surprise and made my day better!! The other wasn't so much a suprise just unexpected! I got to talk to a friend at church who I had been trying to get together with for sometime. She has just been do wonderful in helping me keep in "check" with my faith, so it was nice to finally sit and talk with her. It was nice being able catching up with her and always nice having a different perspective on things. She also works closely with the youth and has been a blessing in helping me keep Preston interested in youth activities at church!!
I think I'm going to begin being a "nanny" for a family. I'm pretty excited about this venture and hope that it is going to work for the better. I've been taking care of the children for a few weeks now and it seems to be going well as far as Preston and I. Hopefully, it will continue to go well. Would give me more income which is greatly needed! There are a couple other possibilities if they work out. Sure would be a lot better physically for me. Cross your fingers/pray/keep me in your thoughts on these possible changes!

Just Thinking

I seem to never get around to blogging which makes me disappointed in me. I started this blog to have time to write, which I love to do. I just don't seem to make the time I guess. One of the things I have been going to write about is my friend Dawn's recent blog about "fashion wheelchairs". What the heck?? I haven't checked out this site yet, but from what my friend Dawn has to say about it, I'm not going to. I guess my point to bringing this up is that I am so sick of society trying to make an issue out of everything! Our society seems obsessed with a certain look and making everyone conform to that certain standard. I'm either getting crabbier in my old age, am just catching on to something that has been going on for a long time, or maybe both. I just am so sick of having to read about some "poor" girl who is starving herself just to get a job or keep up with what society thinks is attractive! PLEASE!! Give me a break!! Just be healthy and take care of yourself! I'll maybe get a lot of flack for this blog, but I'm just tired of being judged on what I look like and not the kind of person I am! I think I'm a great person who has a lot to give others. Just feel like I have to vent cause I get SO tired of being a "great person", but not the "right " person. More like the "right look"! I just don't get it....maybe I never will.